Showing posts with label Confession. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Confession. Show all posts

Monday, 4 October 2010

travelling

it's been a tiring day but i must say it's fun as well. after some friend issue that i have, i am quite relieve that i'm not the only one who feel this way. i think someone need to into introspection herself before she judge someone else. it's good to know that i start to enjoy my college life. i finally found friends that are quite alike with my besties, even though whatever my new friends might be, they wont't replace my besties, ever. i start to like it here. it's good here, with all those, nearly as crazy as my besties, friends. it's a good start. and all in all, i start to write my novel more routine. it's a good progress too. :)

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today, i went to some high schools to send an invitation about an event that was held by my faculty of my university. it's fun. my friends and i laughed all the way. it's not tiring at all since it's our choice to send these invitations. anyway, we went to six schools. i missed high schools so much when i saw those students still wearing their uniforms. i miss my friends badly. i know life's always goes on, but it's not wrong to remember those happy moments. and i can't just go on and forget my friends, right? high school moments is always placed the first place, and i hope college moments placed at the second position.
sorry if i kept repeating on and on about high schools, but i couldn't stop myself. life goes on and memories are the only one that can kept my high school moments alive.
i hope i can get through my test well. let me through all these well either. and i hope december will come sooner than i thought. i can't hardly wait to see my besties, my family and all others. miss you guys. :)

Thursday, 30 September 2010

a story of a girl and a boy


this is a story of a girl and a boy. they used to be friends, best friends. together, with four of their best friends, they made a group. six of them become best friends forever. madness when they joined together. they have promised to be best friends forever.

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but destiny said otherwise. the boy and the girl fell in love with each other. 
when the boy stated his feeling to the girl, the girl never felt much happier than that time. since then, they've become a couple. the girl loves the boy so much that nothing can ever replace him. she hopes that the boy will feel the same.

Wednesday, 29 September 2010

busy busy busy

i'm sorry for abandoning my blog for a few days. but i'm still trying to keep it up. i haven't used to write a blog every day because sometimes my ideas get stacked. well, in this case, it's not the idea that stacked, but because i have my biology mid term test. i was so nervous since i have to learn a lot. i'm not that good at remembering something like that. i took biotechnology course anyway, for my studies at college, and i'm kind of half regret it. i hate biology since high school and now all i learnt was biology and not far from that. i would like to take art and design course but i didn't get enough support to take it. but well, i have to undergo it happily. it's not that bad here. i got a great new friends too.like today, after we had our "beloved" test, we had another biology practical. it's so tiring. cutting those stems and roots made my neck ache. we have to slice it as thinly as possible or else i won't get the tissue's picture properly. finished with that bloody practical, me and my friends went to cafeteria and we talked about many things. many things mean high school moments. we are having some nostalgia talks. they told us about sweet seventeenth party that they have attended during high school. especially the one who was held by a daughter of a very very rich man in here. the party cost one billion rupiahs. i guess it's not really worth it, you know. i mean. if you can spend a lot of money to party, it's better to spend those money to same orphanage. or else, you could just spend it for something else that worth it. but each person is different, so it's up to them anyway. we also talked about our school's trip to bali. it's fun. each of us have our own unique experience in bali. and each experience was fun and joyful. i miss bali so much. i did go to bali with my friends too during high school. it's a school trip and it was as fun as hell. i won't forget those unforgettable moment in bali. and i wish i can go there again with my beloved friends.


sunset in Kuta, Bali
(it's a very beautiful scenery)

i guess it's enough for today. i still got so many homework to do. i wonder why we still have to do homework in college. i guess it's just the way things work. well, see ya!

Sunday, 26 September 2010

my life so far

it's been two months since i have moved here. i'm getting used to it even though i still feel homesick a lot times. like everything i did, i see and i hear reminds me of home. it's fun here and quite comfortable, but i just miss home so much. i miss the sound of someone waking me up every morning, or the sound of me and my sister arguing every day and the sound of someone greets me every evening. and most of all the smell of my bed and my room.
not just my home, i also miss my high school so much. too much that i can't even stop thinking about it every day. it's like some part of me missing too. i miss the sound of the bells ringing and the sound of my classmates chattering like no teacher was there and the sound of whisper during exam. and most of all, i miss the sound of laughter every time i gathered with my best best friends. 
i must say, me and my friends were like crazy people when we were gathered together. we laughed, joked, teased like no end. we acted like we never care what others will think. it's what make us we. 

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every thing is different now. but nothing changed between us and i hope it won't change forever. best friends forever is a promise of a life time, not just some label that you wear around. 

it's nice here. my new friends are good and funny too. we have fun a lot either. even though we are from different schools before, but we have the same aim and the same wish. we also have the same thoughts that high school time will never end. it will always be in our memory.